Goodbye

The exact moment when you talked about how I would be ending our friendship after this talk, I don't know what else to do other than to do so.

I am the worst person.
I know that.
Everyone knows that.
Who doesn't?

And it's a must for me to end this friendship. I have to.
But I'm not prepared.
How I wish you would say no.
But you didn't. Not for this time.
How it breaks my heart this time.
How I feel my heart skips a beat.
And I am left with nothingness in me.

I guess, it's really the end, huh?